Miss Mura

Been working heaps. Only get one or two days off a week. they are never side by side either. I work every weekend too. coz its our busiest time. Dont have a computer at home. no net. so this might be it for a month or so. sorry.

Am saving up to get my drivers liscence and then ill buy a computer.

Am single still. Sooooo many hot guys at work too. hee hee

Oh yeh ive lost 10 kilos.. mwahahahahahahahaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! 

hope everyone in cyberspace is going well.. catch yas round.

XOXO

Well I am off to the wonderful world that is the GOLD COAST!!

I will be living with my aunty for a while. who knows how long. sleeping on her couch. she doesnt have the net i dont think. so i wont be able to come on LJ for a while. plus ill be very busy getting used to work and all that.

Everyone who reads my LJ and those special ones who even comment. thanks for all the kind words and support when i rant and rave about depressing things haha

Thanks a bunch.
Love ya n leave ya

Manda ♥

*cough*

Well ok.. umm... im a girl of few words so...

i got the effing job!!!

Despite today was sposed to be one of the best days of the week it turned out to be the worst.

Lately i have been doing pretty well with my anxiety/ depression/ sensitivity but today those walls broke down around me.

Ill start from the beginning.

Yesterday I was excited as I punched in my details on the net to purchase an online booking ticket to see the first screening of Harry potter and the order of the pheonix. I got it printed. carefully cut it out and folded it nicely into my wallet so i wouldnt forget it. 

Last night i went to bed extra early and set my alarm and lay out my clothes i was going to wear in the morning. 

Because of my friends having a no-response to my txts i had to go see it alone. but that was fine. i have done it before.

I got up and got ready. smiling ear to ear getting tingles. Harry potter has been a big deal in my life. I was even nick-named by the cool kids at one of my schools as the 'harry potter girl' which didnt phase me. It was an addiction and obsession. Ive even met  the actor who played seamus finnagin in the movies. and saw the first movie Harry potter and the philosophers stone 11 times at the cinemas..

okay enough rambling.

I got to the cinemas 30 mins early. boy was it packed. i saw people dressed as wizards and witches everywhere. Seeing as i had a special internet booking ticket i got to go into a shorter line. i waited anxiously. 

A young girl served me, i handed over my ticket and asked her if i could please have a rasberry frozen coke. she typed some stuff into the computer and walked away to get it. She came back and i handed over the money for the drink and she said 'is that all' i said yes. She stood there staring at me. I stared back. 

"Umm.. you didnt give me my ticket sorry" i said in the most politeful (i know its not a word) way.

Well then there was the back and forward argument 'yes i did'  ... 'no you didnt'

i started to doubt my memory at this point. i checked my wallet.. my pockets.. the floor.. the counter... she just stood there in annoyance. I was starting to think 'gee.. this always fucking happens to me' ... 'why me'

She went and got her supervisor. This young guy. He checked the computer and then checked the ticket dispenser under the counter. he said "she said she gave it to you. maybe someone took it off the counter. have you been here the whole time?"
"yes, i havnt left"
"is it on the floor?"
i checked again "no. look i swear she didnt hand me the ticket. im an honest person'
"can you check your pockets please"
i pulled out my pockets "you can search me and my bag, i honestly didnt get that ticket"

he looked frustrated. there was heaps of other customers waiting. i wanted to just cry.

"well im sorry but that cinema is full now and we cant issue any more tickets"
"but i paid for it online especially. i swear i dont have it."

He grumbled and went away for a little while. He came back without an apology
"well your just going to have to take this baby ticket" he handed me a ticket saying 'underage $0.00' 

after all that i didnt feel like seeing the movie anymore. i felt like i was doing somthing wrong. like the whole world was against me. like i was going to hell.. like i was a bad person.. like my memory was playing tricks on me. like they were now bitching about me behind my back. 
i lined up in the endless swarm of people. there were only seats left in the front two rows. needless to say the movie was blurry and my neck was craned. 

i never thought anything to do with harry potter would ever make me this upset. 

after the movie i wanted to go ask if they found the ticket yet. i was to afraid i would get scorned again.

I went straight to the toy section to find a soft teddy to cuddle up to.. they were to expensive. i just wanted to go home. but i didnt want to be alone. 

i walked the 5ks to the hospital (my sister was in there coz of having scans for the baby) the walk did me good i think. 

well i have a huge headache right now. i cant tell if its from that situation with the ticket or from sitting to close to the cinema screen. Im thinking i will go see it again with my friend rosie tomorrow. i think i need to watch it on a positive note. or ill have a grudge against the 5th movie.

signing off. 
Harry Potter Girl ♥

Beautiful picture of beautiful people ^.^

Yesterday I went to the movies and saw transformers. It was so farken awesome. I wasnt expecting to like it as much. It was a last minute decision coz the movie i wanted to see "nancy drew" my cousin had already seen. Man it was good. And shia la bouf is totally my boyfriend haha

Please excuse my neglectation to my livejournal. Since having no computer Ive become accustomed to never using one lol so im not as addicted. But this shall cover most news.

BIGGEST NEWS: I had the job interview at Movie World and they called me up to tell me i have a 2nd interview next week :D so it looks promising. :D i really really REALLY want the job ^.^ it means i have to move 3 hours away though. Plus its a good incentive to lose some weight. coz everyone at the coast is thin and hot haha. and its always hot there so i need to look nice in shorts mwahaha.. here is a picture of *hopefully* my future career ^.^

 its kinda small but its the best i could do :P

FAMILY NEWS: My cousin had a baby boy last week. His name is Erik. He is so cute. lol but all babys look the same till they are like 1 i rekon.
My older sister is having her baby in September. Im so excited :D i hope its a girl ^.^
Ive pretty much been spending no time at my own house haha

BOYFRIEND NEWS: I dont know if the relationship will last if i move to the coast. He said 'love you heaps' yesterday on the phone when we were saying goodbye. didnt expect that. kinda wierd really. i dont really know how i feel. so confusing argh!! i mean he lives over 5 hours away. pffft.

FRIEND NEWS: my friend is going to china soon.. lol and i didnt know. i have to catch up with her. Recently ive kinda fallen out of touch with all my friends. its not like im busy. i guess they all are. im so boring.

ENTERTAINMENT NEWS: If you havnt already seen TRANSFORMERS go and freakin see it.. its not what it seems.. especially girls.. it rocks!! yay!! 

I have pre-booked my ticket to see Harry Potter OOTP first session they got.. on wednesday.. im so excited.. HARRYS FIRST KISS OMG OMG OMG!!!

okay i think thats all.. im getting distracteredd now.. gotta go let the dog in..

CIAO!!! love ya OXOX

I GOT A JOB INTERVIEW!!!!

I got a call from MOVIE WORLD asking me to go to an INTERVIEW!!! omfg omfg omfg... its my DREAM job man... i really real REALLY hope i get it.. it would be a dream come true ^.^

wow ... sooo goooooood

okay so in other news.

Im at my sisters house for the week. its really cold here.. no snow though. 

I stayed over at my boyfriends house and met his folks.. they are so nice.. yeh

i really miss him now >.< haha 

well i hope everyone else is going well.. toodles!!

Hel;lo0.. thought this needed an update.

Please excuse the typos. i cut my finger open and there is an annoying bandaid on there so it hits more than one key at a time :D i think im doing ok anyways.. haha

Okay. so like i have a boyfriend. but since he asked me out (on the net) hes been out of town. so i havnt even seen him yet. its been nearly a month now haha. and yeh.. its complicated.. i dunno where its gunna go. 

im going to visit my sister 7 hour drive away next week./ shes moving house so im helpingout. coz shes 3 mohths off having the baby and yeh.. lifting furniture mightnt be such a good idea for her. my boyfriend lives near there so maybe il;l see him.. maybe for like coffee or somtrhing.. crap i dunno..

okay what else is news...

i keep getting knock backs for jobs. yesterday i applied for 24 jobs.. IN ONE DAY.. how awesome am i... and thats with fancy four paragraph individual cover letters as well... so far i have had one rejection. hmm.. not having money sucks balls.

My mum is dying my hair tomorrow.. its gone a bit faded yukky like. so im getting it re-vamped. id like to get it cut but i cant afford it yet. haha.. i have $1.50 in my wallet.. poor poor me... pun intended.

Since my medication has been lifted to maximum dose i believe i am much heppier ":D.. haha HAPPIER.. damn bandaid.. okay so like.. the only problem i have now is to get out and excercise.. MOVE MY FREAKIN BOOTY!!

yeh but its winter.. and fark!! its cold.. should have started un the summer >.< damn


okay well.. thats all really.. 

oh yeah.. EVERYONE BE NICE TO NOAH COZ A WIKID (as in evil) FIRE MONSTOR VISITED HIM WITHOUT CALLING FIRST.. the nerve of some evil-beings.. 

yes noah.. my bestest sympathies wisheerers are with you.. coz what happened is like SHIT-ON-A-STICK!!! you get the idea.. *hugs noah*

peas out ya'll!!! <3

im so bored right now.

My teeth are fully healed. but i wish i still had people giving me attention like i was sick.

My place is a mess. i havnt been there for about a week. been staying at mum and dads.
i have to go back there tomorrow :(

i really need to start a lifestyle change thinger. been eating crap food this week.

well i dont have much to say. going to brisbane this weekend. shall be fun.

thats all. im still alive. lol bye