Miss Mura

August 20th, 2007

Update. omg

8/20/07 01:44 pm

Been working heaps. Only get one or two days off a week. they are never side by side either. I work every weekend too. coz its our busiest time. Dont have a computer at home. no net. so this might be it for a month or so. sorry.

Am saving up to get my drivers liscence and then ill buy a computer.

Am single still. Sooooo many hot guys at work too. hee hee

Oh yeh ive lost 10 kilos.. mwahahahahahahahaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

hope everyone in cyberspace is going well.. catch yas round.

XOXO

July 22nd, 2007

Goodbye. Fare thee well!!

7/22/07 12:09 pm

Well I am off to the wonderful world that is the GOLD COAST!!

I will be living with my aunty for a while. who knows how long. sleeping on her couch. she doesnt have the net i dont think. so i wont be able to come on LJ for a while. plus ill be very busy getting used to work and all that.

Everyone who reads my LJ and those special ones who even comment. thanks for all the kind words and support when i rant and rave about depressing things haha

Thanks a bunch.
Love ya n leave ya

Manda ♥

July 19th, 2007

(no subject)

7/19/07 11:20 pm

*cough*

Well ok.. umm... im a girl of few words so...

i got the effing job!!!

July 11th, 2007

headouch

7/11/07 03:56 pm

Despite today was sposed to be one of the best days of the week it turned out to be the worst.

Lately i have been doing pretty well with my anxiety/ depression/ sensitivity but today those walls broke down around me.

Ill start from the beginning.

Yesterday I was excited as I punched in my details on the net to purchase an online booking ticket to see the first screening of Harry potter and the order of the pheonix. I got it printed. carefully cut it out and folded it nicely into my wallet so i wouldnt forget it.

Last night i went to bed extra early and set my alarm and lay out my clothes i was going to wear in the morning.

Because of my friends having a no-response to my txts i had to go see it alone. but that was fine. i have done it before.

I got up and got ready. smiling ear to ear getting tingles. Harry potter has been a big deal in my life. I was even nick-named by the cool kids at one of my schools as the 'harry potter girl' which didnt phase me. It was an addiction and obsession. Ive even met the actor who played seamus finnagin in the movies. and saw the first movie Harry potter and the philosophers stone 11 times at the cinemas..

okay enough rambling.

I got to the cinemas 30 mins early. boy was it packed. i saw people dressed as wizards and witches everywhere. Seeing as i had a special internet booking ticket i got to go into a shorter line. i waited anxiously.

A young girl served me, i handed over my ticket and asked her if i could please have a rasberry frozen coke. she typed some stuff into the computer and walked away to get it. She came back and i handed over the money for the drink and she said 'is that all' i said yes. She stood there staring at me. I stared back.

"Umm.. you didnt give me my ticket sorry" i said in the most politeful (i know its not a word) way.

Well then there was the back and forward argument 'yes i did' ... 'no you didnt'

i started to doubt my memory at this point. i checked my wallet.. my pockets.. the floor.. the counter... she just stood there in annoyance. I was starting to think 'gee.. this always fucking happens to me' ... 'why me'

She went and got her supervisor. This young guy. He checked the computer and then checked the ticket dispenser under the counter. he said "she said she gave it to you. maybe someone took it off the counter. have you been here the whole time?"
"yes, i havnt left"
"is it on the floor?"
i checked again "no. look i swear she didnt hand me the ticket. im an honest person'
"can you check your pockets please"
i pulled out my pockets "you can search me and my bag, i honestly didnt get that ticket"

he looked frustrated. there was heaps of other customers waiting. i wanted to just cry.

"well im sorry but that cinema is full now and we cant issue any more tickets"
"but i paid for it online especially. i swear i dont have it."

He grumbled and went away for a little while. He came back without an apology
"well your just going to have to take this baby ticket" he handed me a ticket saying 'underage $0.00'

after all that i didnt feel like seeing the movie anymore. i felt like i was doing somthing wrong. like the whole world was against me. like i was going to hell.. like i was a bad person.. like my memory was playing tricks on me. like they were now bitching about me behind my back.
i lined up in the endless swarm of people. there were only seats left in the front two rows. needless to say the movie was blurry and my neck was craned.

i never thought anything to do with harry potter would ever make me this upset.

after the movie i wanted to go ask if they found the ticket yet. i was to afraid i would get scorned again.

I went straight to the toy section to find a soft teddy to cuddle up to.. they were to expensive. i just wanted to go home. but i didnt want to be alone.

i walked the 5ks to the hospital (my sister was in there coz of having scans for the baby) the walk did me good i think.

well i have a huge headache right now. i cant tell if its from that situation with the ticket or from sitting to close to the cinema screen. Im thinking i will go see it again with my friend rosie tomorrow. i think i need to watch it on a positive note. or ill have a grudge against the 5th movie.

signing off.
Harry Potter Girl ♥

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July 9th, 2007

Transfarkenformers!!!

7/9/07 05:37 pm

Beautiful picture of beautiful people ^.^

Yesterday I went to the movies and saw transformers. It was so farken awesome. I wasnt expecting to like it as much. It was a last minute decision coz the movie i wanted to see "nancy drew" my cousin had already seen. Man it was good. And shia la bouf is totally my boyfriend haha

Please excuse my neglectation to my livejournal. Since having no computer Ive become accustomed to never using one lol so im not as addicted. But this shall cover most news.

BIGGEST NEWS: I had the job interview at Movie World and they called me up to tell me i have a 2nd interview next week :D so it looks promising. :D i really really REALLY want the job ^.^ it means i have to move 3 hours away though. Plus its a good incentive to lose some weight. coz everyone at the coast is thin and hot haha. and its always hot there so i need to look nice in shorts mwahaha.. here is a picture of *hopefully* my future career ^.^

its kinda small but its the best i could do :P

FAMILY NEWS: My cousin had a baby boy last week. His name is Erik. He is so cute. lol but all babys look the same till they are like 1 i rekon.
My older sister is having her baby in September. Im so excited :D i hope its a girl ^.^
Ive pretty much been spending no time at my own house haha

BOYFRIEND NEWS: I dont know if the relationship will last if i move to the coast. He said 'love you heaps' yesterday on the phone when we were saying goodbye. didnt expect that. kinda wierd really. i dont really know how i feel. so confusing argh!! i mean he lives over 5 hours away. pffft.

FRIEND NEWS: my friend is going to china soon.. lol and i didnt know. i have to catch up with her. Recently ive kinda fallen out of touch with all my friends. its not like im busy. i guess they all are. im so boring.

ENTERTAINMENT NEWS: If you havnt already seen TRANSFORMERS go and freakin see it.. its not what it seems.. especially girls.. it rocks!! yay!!

I have pre-booked my ticket to see Harry Potter OOTP first session they got.. on wednesday.. im so excited.. HARRYS FIRST KISS OMG OMG OMG!!!

okay i think thats all.. im getting distracteredd now.. gotta go let the dog in..

CIAO!!! love ya OXOX

June 23rd, 2007

OMG!!!

6/23/07 09:46 am

I GOT A JOB INTERVIEW!!!!

I got a call from MOVIE WORLD asking me to go to an INTERVIEW!!! omfg omfg omfg... its my DREAM job man... i really real REALLY hope i get it.. it would be a dream come true ^.^

wow ... sooo goooooood

okay so in other news.

Im at my sisters house for the week. its really cold here.. no snow though.

I stayed over at my boyfriends house and met his folks.. they are so nice.. yeh

i really miss him now >.< haha

well i hope everyone else is going well.. toodles!!

June 16th, 2007

shrek bandaid

6/16/07 09:24 pm

Hel;lo0.. thought this needed an update.

Please excuse the typos. i cut my finger open and there is an annoying bandaid on there so it hits more than one key at a time :D i think im doing ok anyways.. haha

Okay. so like i have a boyfriend. but since he asked me out (on the net) hes been out of town. so i havnt even seen him yet. its been nearly a month now haha. and yeh.. its complicated.. i dunno where its gunna go.

im going to visit my sister 7 hour drive away next week./ shes moving house so im helpingout. coz shes 3 mohths off having the baby and yeh.. lifting furniture mightnt be such a good idea for her. my boyfriend lives near there so maybe il;l see him.. maybe for like coffee or somtrhing.. crap i dunno..

okay what else is news...

i keep getting knock backs for jobs. yesterday i applied for 24 jobs.. IN ONE DAY.. how awesome am i... and thats with fancy four paragraph individual cover letters as well... so far i have had one rejection. hmm.. not having money sucks balls.

My mum is dying my hair tomorrow.. its gone a bit faded yukky like. so im getting it re-vamped. id like to get it cut but i cant afford it yet. haha.. i have $1.50 in my wallet.. poor poor me... pun intended.

Since my medication has been lifted to maximum dose i believe i am much heppier ":D.. haha HAPPIER.. damn bandaid.. okay so like.. the only problem i have now is to get out and excercise.. MOVE MY FREAKIN BOOTY!!

yeh but its winter.. and fark!! its cold.. should have started un the summer >.< damn

okay well.. thats all really..

oh yeah.. EVERYONE BE NICE TO NOAH COZ A WIKID (as in evil) FIRE MONSTOR VISITED HIM WITHOUT CALLING FIRST.. the nerve of some evil-beings..

yes noah.. my bestest sympathies wisheerers are with you.. coz what happened is like SHIT-ON-A-STICK!!! you get the idea.. *hugs noah*

peas out ya'll!!! <3

June 4th, 2007

nuttin great to say

6/4/07 11:15 pm

I aint got no good news.. or bad news.. lifes kinda sad and boring right now.

got no net still.. bleh..

my boyfriend isnt really acting like a boyfriend. bleh.

bleeeeeh!

May 24th, 2007

Stolen meme

5/24/07 05:43 pm

Okay so i stole this from bellelvsbeast :P

( memememe MEEEEEE )

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May 21st, 2007

bored

5/21/07 08:55 pm

im so bored right now.

My teeth are fully healed. but i wish i still had people giving me attention like i was sick.

My place is a mess. i havnt been there for about a week. been staying at mum and dads.
i have to go back there tomorrow :(

i really need to start a lifestyle change thinger. been eating crap food this week.

well i dont have much to say. going to brisbane this weekend. shall be fun.

thats all. im still alive. lol bye

May 14th, 2007

(no subject)

5/14/07 05:46 pm

i got dry socket.

some people say it can be more painful than child birth. which is quite scary really. i dont want to believe them.

went to dentist today. going back tomorrow.

couldnt stay at my house. to painful. couldnt sleep. had to come home. in pain. argh its awful.

better go now.

May 12th, 2007

Im alive

5/12/07 09:34 pm

Well im alive. surgery went fine. the stiches are pissing me off.. i keep biting them. thinking ill bite them off and swallow them.

My temp is so hot. i have to wear ice on my face all the time and it hurts >.< the pain killers are wearing off now and my gums are hurting :'( and i taste blood every other 10 seconds.

threw up this morning all over my hospital bed, my pjamas and my teddy. it was gross.

mum is heading off to the coast to visit my auntie for mothers day. so i either have to tag along or stay here all by myself. -_- im so not in the mood for travelling. or being by myself.

i have alot of excess air in my tummy and it hurts :(

well im going to have a nice warm shower now. yay

hope everyone else here on lj is well :D

*hugs*

May 8th, 2007

infectergerated

5/8/07 02:46 pm

Back at last for once. Yay.

I had an emergancy trip to the dentist todays. My gums are infectergerated. so i am on anti biotics and am having emergancy surgery ripp outtie things on friday. Coz im still under mum and dads health insurance till im 21 i would have had to wait till end of July. But coz its emergancy i get it done early yay! if i didnt have cover i might have had to wait 2-3 years. the health system is fucked up.

Went to Nicoles 18th on saturday night. i drank a whole bottle of expensive wine without noticing. that was very bad of me coz im taking medication. lol i felt so relaxed and i talked and laughed and danced. it was awesome. i felt so happy. so great. ha ha. i showed the party the mysterious ticking noise of potter puppet pals. it was so funny. eveyone was cacking themselves. we watched spider man. i just cant seem to get into it. oh well.

My sister went and saw pink last night in concert. i havnt talked to her about it so i dont know how it went. it would have been awesome. she is awesome.

i had some wierd stares today. coz i was in pain and didnt have time to get dressed before the dentist i was there in my pjamas and fluffy gown. then had to call into the shopping centre on the way home to buy the anti biotics lol so people were looking at me wierd. i just wish it was socially acceptable to wear pjamas all the time. they are so darn comfy.

Been randomly txting people out of boredom. never get replies which is even worse. god i think im annoying people so bad. i think i spent like $8 last night calling up big brother uplate. lol i wanted to win some moneeeeey. im obsessed with BB now. Its fun to watch other people. its what i like to do. observe.. like in a zoo.. haha not really. FUCK YOU BODIE. god i hate him.

I might be going on an awesome camping trip with muh friends soon. they are organising it. i cant remember where we are going lol i think it was either the beach or some nice national park place. lol fun fun. staying up eating marshmellowses. it will be hell cold when we go though.

WHAT THE... ACDC is playing on my playlist.. wtf.. my dad must have put it there *changes song*

hehe horny as dandy!

i rentered out some movies: Happy feet, Borat, The holiday. shall be fun to watch. i am looking forward to happy feetses. it looks so adorably squishy fluffy cute.

these new meds im on are sure working. im not as depressed most days. stopped crying and all that crap. night time i get sad though. but its ok. i got BB up late to watch.

well i better go. might write again before i go home. i gotta go do some stuff.

Seeya <3

April 29th, 2007

(no subject)

4/29/07 04:50 pm

okay im dissapearing again for a while. nothings wrong. im just going into seclusion at my own house :'( no internet baaah!!

no more pr0n nooooooooooo!!

see you round maybe. if i go to net cafe or somthin

my pants ripped today coz they got caught on some sharp metal :( how embarassing. actually it was only pjama pants and i was at home so it wasnt really. haha

okay now im just being boring. bye bye

April 28th, 2007

(no subject)

4/28/07 02:45 am

Nooooah!!! where are yoooooou!!!

im worried about where you went. then i read your last entry and it said you are busy re-locating so it eased my worry a bit.

i miss hearing from you!!!

April 27th, 2007

hilarious!

4/27/07 04:29 pm

I found this picture and just HAD to post it here.. haha made me LOL

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHA!!!

in other news: im thinking ill buy an ipod. a nice blue one. a friend of mine works at this cool bookstore but she is moving to brisbane soon. so maybe i can take over her place and work there.. that would be hell mad fully sick.

Last night LOST wasnt that great :( i found myself flicking back and forward between channels to find out who the biggest loser was. im fucking mad coz chris the intruder got it. he wouldnt have lasted in eliminations if he played properly garrrh!!! i wanted DAMIEN to win..

my cousin is going to see PINK in may. im so jealous. pink is cool. she kinda looks like my older sister.

i had a bad night the other night. someone who i looked up to and admired dished out garbage to me. and told me things that made me soo soooo depressed. i cant say on here because im really embarassed that maybe what he said was true.

im sick of males who keep telling me my friends are hot (you know who you are but its not just you) i mean its nice and all.. but once.. just once.. it would be nice for someone to compliment me.. even if its on how dark my pupils are.. or how my shoes are fabulous. or some crap.. gee i dunno.

i was up till 3 am last night. i watched this show called con. its pretty funny. then i read the newspaper.. no idea why. i dont usually read it. then i read harry potter. im in love with it again. :D only 84 days till the new book comes out.. holy shizzit

it rained last night. sounded pretty. tho i was watching tv so i had to strain to hear it.

my neighbours had sex last night. at 10pm. how wonderful. i guess thats the downside of living only one wall away from the next unit. lol i never thought of that kind of noise when i moved in. i didnt know what to do.. i was reading harry potter.. lol i tried to be really quiet afterwards.. to give them a sense of security that no one in my flat was awake. haha.. okay now im just talking shit

im running out of clothes. i hate doing the washing in the washing machine at my place. it like pulls the fabric to bits.. and when you have like pants with pull strings.. they get pulled out and all tangled.. and the washing machine leaves bastard fluff streaked all over my clothes even after i clean the fluff dispenser doobie. and then .. when i hang my washing on the line there are three people who smoke and leave there back doors open 24/7. so my clothes smell like 2nd hand smoke >.< *sob sob* jesus i complain to much

there are a few movies i want to see at the moment. the number 23 looks good. i dont think jim carrey has had a serious role until this one. the reaping is another. i was thinking it might offend alot of religous people. then theres some other movies crap i cant remember.

im thinking on monday ill hang around downtown handing out resumes.. might see a movie.. and all that. yay for me. well i gotta go. im bored now. and my feet are getting cold. YAY for cold weather!!

April 25th, 2007

shes like so whatever

4/25/07 06:36 pm

staying at parentals tonight.

tried to do some dating quiz somthing but it didnt work so fark it!

im not really in the typing mood. so i might just ramble for a second then go. might write a bigger post later. <shock horror>

Finished reading HBP last night. i read it in two nights. couldnt put it down. i forgot most parts.. so it was just like reading it the first time. i cried this time. not the first time. i will prolly be crying alot more come july when DH comes out.

In lost news, charlie might die.. and like.. i love charlie.. hes like a crack whore but i dont care!!

havnt had any job offers.. let alone interview requests. maybe my resume spits acid into peoples eyes.. that would explain a few things.

i need to go grocery shopping but i havnt been botherd. havnt really been eating much.

my ipod broke.. im so pissed off. its like 3 months over warranty. gard

ummm.. what else is news..

i been having some crazy dreams lately.. most of a sexual nature really.. there was this one dream i had where i was at my old high school harristown.. and i could make coke cans move on their own.. coz i was trying to impress this guy i used to like.. then bloody monica and rachel from 'friends' showed up and dragged me along the streets of california.. then gollum jumped on my back and then they ran away.. then i got trapped in this garden with people chasing me.. including ben stiller.. and there was wire fences.. and i was wearing a jet pack.. that was running low on battery.. but i couldnt get out.. lol

yeh.. okay so thats part of amy crazy dreams har har

i need a man.

April 18th, 2007

If your my friend youll do this

4/18/07 09:22 pm

or i will kill you.... you will die.. hehehee

What would you do IF...

I died:→

I kissed you:→

I fell:→

I lived next door to you:→

I showed up at your house unexpectedly:→

I stole something:→

I was murdered: →

I cried:→

I was hospitalized:→

::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

Personality:→

Eyes: →

Hair:→

Family:→

Smile:→

::WOULD YOU::

Keep a secret if i told you one?→

Hold my hand?→

Study with me?→

Cook for me?→

Date me?→

::HAVE YOU EVER::

Lied to make me feel better?→

Wanted to kiss me?→

Wanted to kill me?→

Broke my heart?→

Thought I was unbearably annoying?→

Hated me?→

Wanted to tell me something but didn't?→

::More::

When and how did we meet?→

Describe me in three words:→

What was your first impression of me?

What do you think of me now?→

What reminds you of me?→

When is the last time you saw me?→

Are you gonna repost this to see what I say?→

again

4/18/07 06:11 pm

am ill again.

was up till 3am rushing to the toilet to throw up.. then i kinda fell asleep and a friend txted me.. AT 3AM!! you know who you are :P
then i couldnt sleep untill 5.30.

haha mum just told me not to write on here.. coz it could get me into trouble.. blargh.. its not like im writing down this

MY NAME IS JESSICA PASTA. I LIVE AT 33 FAKE STREET. MY CREDIT CARD NUMBER IS 23304504958785757

haha.

anyways.. back to business.

went to the dentist today. he said i need four teeth (my wisdoms) taken out coz they is growing funny. shall be having that done within a few months. im not scared. its a good excuse to be looked after hehe

I was going to the movies today but yeh as of the throwing up and teh tummy pains i dont think it would have been pleasant. i feel like crap for not going. i wanted to go. damnit.

there is an anime screening on this friday. i am looking forward to it. i have this urge to show up in my pjamas tho. no idea why. haha

i painted my fingernails black.. kinda emo thing to do. but i always wanted to and never did it properly.. like i used pen instead of real polish haha

i wanted to watch malcom in the middle but my mum insisted she watched the news. pffft.. i really hate the news. it is good to know whats going on and all that but it just makes me depressed about how many murders and rapes and crap is on there..

***** btw: R.I.P to all those who lost their lives in that university shooting :( *****

you know from seeing R.I.P related to skeletons and graves it sounds like a bad thing when really its sposed to mean somthing nice and good and peaceful.

Lost is on tomorrow night. i cant wait. the whole new thing about julia and her husband getting hit by a bus is totally shocked me. and the whole surgery on ben and all that.

you know i once had a conversation about how many famous people ive seen or met.. i couldnt name any.. when really ive seen quite a few in real life

1. People from play school (they are famous.. sorta)
2. Doods from little brittain hehe
3. Shameus finnagin from harry potter movies (i shook his hand hee hee)
4. nikki webster (she was staying at seaworld same time we was)
5. i heard a conversation with guy sabastian on the phone.. does that count haha
6. some voice actors for anime
7. the australian fast bowler lol he was at the toowoomba shootout film festival one year
there are prolly more but i cant think right now

well thats all for me. im going to have a fresha shower and get into nice warm pjs yay

April 14th, 2007

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4/14/07 06:36 pm

I bite my lip for no reason. then it turns into an ulcer. but i still keep biting it. it sucks. stupid bad habits.

Well im still at the coast. i feel ill last night garh. i started to get a bad headache which eventualy turned into a migraine. took some tablets which made me go sleep. woke up with migraine. took some more strong pain tablets and slept some more. i was sposed to be hanging out with my mum who came down last night and go to the markets but i felt to ill. so she went out shopping. she is at her friends house drinking wine. she wont come here anytime soon.

I am going to the markets tomorrow. im really happy. i saved my spending money for the whole week just to spend it there. well thats a lie i bought some clothes yesterday

Yesterday i took my cousin to the movies to see disturbia. BEST MOVIE EVER!! and i got some clothes. my fave things that i got was my oscar the grouch pjs and some bed socks that are so pink and fluffy youd think your sposed to cuddle it and not wear it.

am feeling lonely a bit. like that feeling where everyone else is paired off and your'e not. but in reality not everyone has a boyf/girlf. its even worse when people ask you things like 'do you have a boyfriend' and i just cant lie about it. i get the same feeling but not as bad when people ask if i have a job. lol

if i was a hot thing i could go out to a bar and just have one night stands. but i know that wouldnt help. coz id just feel used and then prolly get herpes haha

theres no such thing as a perfect life. theres no such thing as a happyily ever after. maybe i should sue writers and movie directors for false advertising. it sucks

shit i left the oven on. gotta go. bye peeps

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